No. No hard feelings at all. I'm just… I don't know. I haven't been in the mood to draw in ages, and my account has now accumulated thousands upon thousands of deviantWatch, so much that it's intimidating to even consider coming back. :T
Right now I'm more active on fanfiction.net, reading a ton of fan fictions, commenting here and there and keeping a few chat messages open with the authors. I'm also helping someone else with there fic, by being his main beta reader and a good ear for all the crazy ideas that pass through his head. It's fun and simple, without any stress or expectations. We watch/read animes/mangas on each other's recommendations and then share our thoughts once one of us catch up with the other. Sometimes one of us throws an idea for a story that is just too crazy and we go on a rampage of crack fiction xD
This fits my mood currently. I thought I wouldn't last too long on the website, but I apparently caught the perfect guy to keep me company. It was the first time I exchanged more than 5 message with an other user (and now we're toping 400, and we're playing this strange unsaid game of "my last message is longer than yours"
) I don't know if I'll stay there for much longer. It could be a week, a month, or some more. I don't know. But maybe… Probably… I'll eventually come back to deviantArt. It's not a promise though; I'm just following my moods. And lately, whatever my mood, I haven't been able to commit to a project. I tried to draw, and write, and program a game. But I couldn't follow through with my projects. It just felt so… lonely )':